Fallin' down on me

Our houses were leveled Our sanity was tried Home isn’t what it was It’s now a bunch...

Wed, 22 May 2013 12:19:29 -0400

Our houses were leveled
Our sanity was tried
Home isn’t what it was
It’s now a bunch of piles
The dark skies got darker
And fear was in every heart
I saw it
A monstrous hit
But then skies cleared
And oklahoma had it’s beautiful sunset
And that’s just us
Reiterating love
Because you can take our memories
But you can’t take our dreams
You can take our peace
But you can’t take our strength
You can take our houses
But you can’t take our love
You can give us obstacles
But we will humbly rise above

Our houses were leveled Our sanity was tried Home isn’t what it was It’s now a bunch of piles...

Wed, 22 May 2013 12:15:45 -0400

I don’t know if I am alone or notI haven’t even tried to figure it outI think I might be...

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 23:44:07 -0400

I don’t know if I am alone or not
I haven’t even tried to figure it out
I think I might be the only one who has these thoughts
but i’m comfortable with that
because to meet someone who questions the same things as me
well honestly, is a little alarming
we all know how deeply flawed we are
but we somehow don’t give others
the slack we give ourselves
I hate how ambition and fear conflict
you have to be one huge oxymoron to make every thing fit
we alternate in and out of each others lives
trying each other out
it’s a normal curiosity
with a bad connotation
either way it’s validation
that your heart shouldn’t always be given
it would be much easier
to not have to feel
quite so much
I feel alone a lot
but not in the sad way
in the really selfish way
I want no intruders
a solitude of my own
I would love the person who understands me so desperately
there could be someone
but I wouldn’t know
I haven’t even tried to figure it out
in fear it would later turn to doubt

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Fri, 22 Mar 2013 00:32:40 -0400

I smile big and then shy away I am a walking contradiction I don’t know what I want but, I...

Thu, 21 Mar 2013 22:55:03 -0400

I smile big
and then shy away
I am a walking contradiction
I don’t know what I want
but, I think that’s okay
to say you have it together
is to tell another lie
and as much as I want to
I don’t have the time
I can’t take step backs
and excuse myself
from my own standards
from my own wealth
I can’t be a statistic
of a soul wasted
we sit in this small town
and wait for time to heal us
looking for different results
in old traditions
I just don’t buy it
not any of it

If only I could remember how you smiled when I got quietIf only I could remember all those things...

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 00:35:00 -0500

If only I could remember how you smiled when I got quiet
If only I could remember all those things you said one forgotten night
If only I could remember how you had your mothers eyes
If only I could remember how your hand fit in mine
If only I could remember how you and me felt so right
before it went all wrong that night
because in the moment I didn’t remember anything
not even me and you
not even us
just how you were someone who broke my trust
I had forgotten what love was, temporarily
and treated your heart sparingly
but your actions had blinded me
and I screamed and yelled
and forgot how you held me
you caused my heat break
I thought to myself
“who will comfort me”
I wish I was reminded in that moment
before that moment hit me
All of your lovely possessions
Now they leave a bad taste
my once upon a time
Is now just a waste

If only I could forget how you smiled when I got quiet
If only I could forget all those things you said one remembered night
If only I could forget how you had your mothers eyes
If only I could forget how your hand fit in mine
If only I could forget how you and me felt to right
because all that you forget
in a moment of rage
will one day be in a chapter
as a very revisited page
you won’t pray for forgiveness
you will pray for ignorance
if I would have never forgotten
I wouldn’t be forced to remember
all the things done wrong
and how I was such a coward
we had a passion so strong
and now it’s lost it power
I will never forget the things I should have remembered
my repercussion is a memory unhindered

when I was little I promised I would never make fun of my younger self

Thu, 28 Feb 2013 23:23:49 -0500

when I was little I thought I was magic because I could think lol

Thu, 28 Feb 2013 23:23:27 -0500

ladytentacles: strugglingtobeheard: ro-s-aspa-rks: julierthany...

Thu, 28 Feb 2013 23:18:16 -0500

ladytentacles:

strugglingtobeheard:

ro-s-aspa-rks:

julierthanyou:

motherjones:

think-progress:

For these 27 Republicans, voting against the Violence Against Women Act ONCE wasn’t enough.

But VAWA finally passes!

That’s a lot of white dudes (and one woman—Rep. Kristi Noem of South Dakota).

this is so convenient. i needed something new to hang up on my dartboard.

No thanks to these assclows, VAWA passed. Remember these jerks.

In my book they are all rapists and abusers. Even the woman.

All of them are butt trolls.

how the fuck is a woman going to be like “yeah sure why not” lol boo

I respect people who respect themselves and others at the same time. That’s all.

Wed, 27 Feb 2013 00:29:30 -0500

I respect people who respect themselves and others at the same time. That’s all.

love is real

Sun, 24 Feb 2013 20:04:30 -0500

love

is

real

To my unknown soulmate, One day you and I will meet, and we will know this is what fate had...

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 23:32:42 -0500

To my unknown soulmate,

One day you and I will meet, and we will know this is what fate had planned. Right now we are walking around so blissfully ignorant to each other. Isn’t the mystery of it beautiful? It gives you room to insert our own dreams in each other. One of the most beautiful parts about love is that we wait our whole lives for it. So this is important, our scars and trials and errors are crucial. We have to be hungry for love so we can be each others resolution. I hope that you’re living big, and making huge mistakes. So you can find comfort in me whenever that time comes. I know my soul mates love isn’t ordinary, so I imagine you’re as confused as I am at this part of our lives. I think of the thought of you all the time. But, I am molding myself for you. I am learning for you, I am trying for you, I am making myself the best person I can be, for you. I want to be the women you deserve before I ever even meet you. One day, I will show you this, and I will be able to give you a love from the past that not many people have. You are you, and I am I, and one day we will be we. But for now, I find comfort in the dream of you, and I thank you for that.

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Sun, 03 Feb 2013 01:16:03 -0500

Hey now you can follow me?!?! lmao

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 00:04:02 -0500

I am now :)

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Thu, 24 Jan 2013 02:26:53 -0500

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Thu, 24 Jan 2013 02:23:13 -0500

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Thu, 24 Jan 2013 02:21:48 -0500

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Thu, 24 Jan 2013 02:20:18 -0500

I swept a lot issues under the rug people are starting to notice cause they’re building up my...

Fri, 11 Jan 2013 16:42:14 -0500

I swept a lot issues under the rug
people are starting to notice
cause they’re building up
my pen is the only one that gets me
the only thing that can make sense of me
and I want to say sorry
not because I am
but I don’t want you to worry
I gave it to the man
a composition in my stomach
and I just run from it
because when it comes to separation
I am in desperation
I neglect the calling of my heart
waiting for another spark
I grew up when I was young
addictions victimized my mom
she promised it was a disease
side affect, love cease
so now I am here at adulthood
and it’s testing me
making eye contact
and sizing me up
hold up
I am not weak
& I am not meek
nor mild
run a mile in the wild
and I won’t look back
cowards are so prideful
and the righteous, spiteful
you don’t have to read a book
or look in a nook
to know the world is unfair
and love is rare
we’re all begging our heart is to spare
and we have our own fires to put out
extinguishing temptation
testing litigation
and we all want out
of the shadow of doubt